Anesthesia

I can feel my heart beating
I can feel my body rock back and forth
As the powerful muscle is pumping blood forcefully through my veins
I feel the warm liquid move through my body and the room starts to spin
I feel the anxiety of the fear in the ability to lose control of my surrounding
I feel my muscles tightening as they fight for control for movement
I feel my muscles relaxing
I feel that I no longer have control over anything and I don’t care
I feel my mind detach from my body
I feel free to think
I feel nothing but my thoughts
Still there is pain even though there is no body
There is pain in memories and
There is pain in sympathy and disappointment in humanities many errors

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